Heh.
I have no fine arts education. I was taught Public Art. It was a lot more about the physical art, welding, sculpture in general…
Towards the end of my education I - almost overnight - suddenly opened up to my current style. It was a lot less specific, but identifiably the same style.
Nothing ever gets repeated with my drawings. Most don’t even have preliminary sketches, and I can’t replicate them.
I know it sounds weird, but my opinion of them is that I just draw the damn things because I need to. I rarely have an idea of what atmosphere I’m going to go for. Some I just end up staring at, trying to decide whether or not blocks of colour would work.
The damn drawings just come out of my brain. There may be psychological depth to them, but it’s not so much in the forefront of thinking.
No worries about the intrusion - I suspect my answer is terribly rambling.