If you pick one of the subcategories of Creative Writing or Nonfiction, it will compete with other submissions there and then it could get published. Was not putting it in there intentional?
My wife just told me this morning that she wishes she hadn’t become disillusioned about religion too. I explained that was the position of the guy in the Matrix that turned traitor. The dream is more attractive, until you begin identifying with others who suffer because of the widespread acceptance of such fantasies. It cracks the bowl holding your soul and it slowly leaks out. What if your dying thought is what you experience for the rest of eternity? What if Nietzsche was right and everything really is going to happen all over again, the same way, an infinite number of times?
Well, thanks for inspiring me to talk about it anyway.
Dave.