Ok.
K.
I know when I’m beat.
So far this month…
I lost a very important football game and, to add insult to injury, fell asleep half an hour in and didn’t even get to enjoy the good moments. Now Don has full bragging rights and I have to eat my cowboy hat - which I really do like.
I bragged about not getting sick when everyone else was, and now, 2 days before Christmas, I am getting the motherload of colds. Which means I probably won’t get to hold my godson on Christmas day, or even get to give him a kiss. Guess I’ll have to wait another six months before doing that because he lives so far.
I learned a very important lesson about selfishness vs selflefness and couldn’t handle it proprely. I went back to being selfless when I should have been selfish and once again my good intentions went down the drain. So I didn’t get what I wanted and on top of that gave something very valuable to someone who doesn’t deserve it and will probably use it against me.
AND….drumroll please…
It looks like I lost my challenge to Litmocrats everywhere. I now very much doubt we’ll get those 100 posts by Jan first. Woulda been a great New Years present. Yes, it meant a lot to me even though it seems very to be such a little, insignificant thing.
That said…
I am extremely proud of Litmocracy and its members. I am extremely grateful to be part of such an exceptional community. I am blown over by the talent out there, and by how much I learn from all of you every day.
I am transported at every new submission I read, I am excited at every new notification I get, I feel like I can be different yet belong. You guys rock, silent or otherwise, and you make my world that much better every day.
Happy Holidays everyone.
May your lives be merry, may your songs be filled with passion, may the ink in your pen never stop flowing. May you find solace in your inspiration, strenght in your moments of writer’s block and relief in knowing that everyone here feels your pain, joy and in-betweens.
May the New Year, or next year, or one year down the road, open your eyes to the endless possibilities that lay before you. My eyes just opened recently, and I wish to thank all of you, and a special thanks to Dave and Don, for giving me the tools to light my own way. Matches and candle or Duracell and flashlight, may you all find your way.
Iz a big world out there - and I intend to see as much of it as I can. Hope you do the same, and who knows…our paths may just cross out there somewhere. Hope there’s hot cocoa 
- Star